Depression In The Elderly More Condition_symptoms silly

ok I know is that I am a neurotic obsessive and I like having all your atencióny any questions you have for us makes me depressed and think nonsense and do stupid things, I know I do not say anything and I behave like a girl of eight years and do anything stupid tantrum over and pretend that I do not care, I know, they also think that I did not realize how you do and how you do and who you do and I think that makes me become more fucking hysterical / asshole / haunting / sad / hit and other stupid pointless and leads to a babysitter would love toto be "uncertainty" the insecurity that I can not really say what you think and when you tell others you make me feel (stress) I'm a fool, that insecurity wonder / think about that person if you were not with me and not know how to say because they know how to say or feel as fuck and manage to finish the fuck not having your full atencióny more confidence when I feel stupid ... when I have more fear ... do not even ask how you feel ... worth you mother I feel rubbish and you do not have the delicacy to tell a truth I love you, you trust in my sincere, you say goodbye with a fake smile and despair that they no longer wantbe any longer near me and I think and you'll realize victory in your lie ... I also know that all this drivel is nonsense and I have no grounds to believe but to create it and that right now in these moments of truth are not here with me and not you miss me, not if you think I feel good, not if I am correct or is it just part of my imagination exaggerated, do not know, do not know, but I do not feel this feeling because I know that I've felt Masy someone know just wrong ...